smoke sleeps in the sky

maine

the original portland

sink in a hole

when i left the nest , i promise . that i won't forget the mess that i left. i was broke , i took the road , for everyone, i don't care, i just wanna go, i don't wanna know what you're thinking , i just wanna hear you saying, that you trust me , believe me , i won't sink in a hole. By my side , i've got people who love me , they wanna lead me , they wanna make sure i won't screw everything , i know , but i wanna ride my life , the better way for me , sometimes i make a fool of myself , but i hope i'll learn from my mistakes. -marc andre belliveau

my head spins to the point that it can't find images in a singular frozen frame. but these words seems sufficient enough for a life-full of images.

wish you were here?

i went the whole summer without a camera. these are a few of the first photos from the new digital camera. i am still feeling the loss of so many captured memories lost forever.

figured you out

i don't feel creative anymore. so i borrow these photos from matt's blog and put them in black and white because i can't stop looking at them. and they feel the same without color.

jealous guy

I was dreaming of the past

And my heart was beating fast

I began to lose control

I began to lose control 

I didn't mean to hurt you

I'm sorry that I made you cry

Oh no, I didn't want to hurt you

I'm just a jealous guy 

I was feeling insecure

You might not love me anymore

I was shivering inside

I was shivering inside 

I didn't mean to hurt you

I'm sorry that I made you cry

Oh no, I didn't want to hurt you

I'm just a jealous guy 

I didn't mean to hurt you

I'm sorry that I made you cry

Oh no, I didn't want to hurt you

I'm just a jealous guy 

I was trying to catch your eyes

Thought that you was trying to hide

I was swallowing my pain

I was swallowing my pain 

I didn't mean to hurt you

I'm sorry that I made you cry

Oh no, I didn't want to hurt you

I'm just a jealous guy, watch out

I'm just a jealous guy, look out babe

I'm just a jealous guy 

the man with the movie camera

it's the cheapest version of los angeles: fake bedrooms looking in at fake people in front of a camera.  inhuman, and desolate.